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A loss made forever

by Lapis Lazuli

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1.
Ascension 02:58
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2.
A Loss Made Forever 04:41
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I can't see, I can't feel, I don't know how it's come to this Can't understand it Will you hear? Will you be? Here I am, please come back for me I won't survive it A loss made forever, eternally broken Shattered souls In darkness becoming, eternally silent I have been lost in words. Cry for you, cry for me Because every tear that falls falls in vain, nothing will ever bring you back to me Empty heart, empty soul Nothing matters anymore I am lost, in the dark Feels like I'm drowning And I can't see how this will heal as time goes by And I can't see how I Should wake up with a smile again As the sorrow leaves my senses I can feel the void filled up with rage All is lost, there's no light In the end of this pain, called my life No, I will rise, I won't back down I will keep on going For those I loved, for those I've lost I will make them proud No, I won't die, I won't give up This will make me strong For all I love, for all I've lost No, I won't give up Once again, I am pulled into shadows I don't know how to run I can't take this once again
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The Silence 06:19
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All of the memories They have begun to fade, blurred by the anguish All of the memories They have begun to die, drowned by the sadness I can't see, I can't feel I don't know where to start, can't see the ending And when the silence finally comes The questions still remains, can't seem to solve them alone There is no answers left untold A touch of nothingness fills the heart Is there no end? Why have everything come to this? What on earth have I done wrong? Is it me or something else? Have I myself to blame? Is it too late Or can I find what I am looking for Looking into the eyes See the spark that I once had And when the silence finally comes The questions still remains, can't seem to solve them alone There is no answers left untold A touch of nothingness fills the heart Is there no end?
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Home 05:02
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I have always felt lonely Why can't I be just like everybody else They are ashamed, they don't want to be Near me, know me, feel me Give me a second chance I just don't get why they never understood That I feel like I'm dying inside I just feel like there's nowhere to go I just feel like I never belonged I just wanna find a place to call home Please, say why you hate me Why do you see me as someone without soul Please, think of me As one of you, I beg Hear me, see me, feel me Give me a second chance I don't know why you keep pushing me down Just know that I am proud of who I am I just feel like there's nowhere to go I just feel like I never belonged I just wanna find a place to call home You're not pushing me down I don't care about you Don't you even try to put me down I don't care, I am stronger than you Hear me now, I am proud, I am stronger than you I will never back down I will go my own way Don't ever think that you get to decide what I say and what I do
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Serpent (Black Sun) 04:30
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Now my sun is turning black, all the light is gone Why have you left me here to die, oh, have all my devotion been wasted on you? Feel my body embrace you, take you far away Leaving your false gods behind, they can't save you now, i am darkness incarnated And now, its filling me, the darkness of death Oh Ra, where have you gone? Now, I can't see the light no more Apophis calling me Light of Ra now burns away, he is dead to me Why did you leave me far behind, I gave all my life to you, but you pushed it away Feel my venom binding you, to my misery Leaving your so-called life behind, I'm gonna help you break free from their tyranny And now, its filling me, the darkness of death Oh Ra, where have you gone? Now, I can't see the light no more Apophis calling me And now, its filling me, the darkness of death Oh Ra, where have you gone? Now, I can't see the light no more Apophis calling
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When Dreams Collide 04:11
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Time seems to stop forever When you are trapped within a lie Days turn to weeks, months into years As we ignore the voices Can we keep on going like this Will there be no end to this? Still i remember, have not forgotten Broken dreams and shattered hopes There's a storm incoming and I don't know if we will survive it or not Are we fighting in vain, what will the outcome be? In the end, what happens? Where will this finally lead to When someone's taking their last breath Where do we start, where does it end Who is the one to go Can we keep on going like this Will there be no end to this? Still i remember, have not forgotten Broken dreams and shattered
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Dragged Into Shade 03:40
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As I look back, I cannot understand it How can this be, I don't see how it happened me I've been deceived, left out in the cold I've been misled, wrapped in a veil of lies I have been so blind I've been led into shadows (Dragged into shade) As I put the dagger in your spine Watch your life spark fading out, goodbye And I look upon your spirit Shining black, the great deceiver All this trust you put in all my lies Will have been in vain for all of time And I look upon your spirit Nothingness, the grandest schemer Nothing ahead, all has been lost forever Wandering round, waiting for sleep just once more I've been deceived, left here to die I've been misled, once more I have been so blind I've been led into shadows (Dragged into shade)

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released June 6, 2011

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