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Overture
01:57
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2. |
Floating Away
05:10
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Now look at what I have become.
I'm stuck and I'm losing control. And my
darkest dreams are coming alive.
The ghost of my past has come back to get me
I've lived all my life in a lie.
A bubble that´s bound to be broken.
And now when all hope is lost.
When all is over.
I wanted roses, but
only the thorns remains.
Oh how I want to be
there on the other side
I'm swimming with the stream
But I am floating away
It lives within all fears.
Only you can fight back.
You must stand against it.
Or be gone forever.
The light that was a part of my life.
A memory lost, not forgotten, and
Not even a ray shining through.
What once was cannot be brought back to me
It all comes alive when I dream.
I can't sleep no more,
I must go
And now when all hope is lost.
When all is over.
I wanted roses, but
only the thorns remains.
Oh how I want to be
there on the other side
I'm swimming with the stream
But I am floating away
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3. |
Darker Shade of Me
07:18
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Come listen close, and I will tell you my tale
If you listen, then I will teach you my ways, where it went wrong
If you hear this, then you might learn where to go
If you hear this, then I will tell you to turn, head back home
Once I lived at peace with me
My life had found its balance and
I thought I knew, I thought i saw
I thought I understood
But then it came, that dreadful night
where everything would turn around
Then darkness came into my mind
And the light inside me died
I was changed, the good in me
was drowned beneath my suppressed rage
Misery loves company
And i would give him that
The mirrors truth, a twisted mind
the horrors of a thousand nightmares
I was trapped inside myself
A prison of the mind
I'm alone now, am I lost again
They are gone now, I am lost again
Where I'm heading there's no sunshine
just a darker shade of me
Where I'm going there is nothing
But an endless road ahead
I am blinded, can see nothing
but a darker shade of me
I can't think of any reason
That will make this turn around
Haunted by my darker side
My life began to fall around me
My hopes and dreams are slowly dying
Nothing left but black
The things I loved, they are all gone
Destroyed by my own hands, they fall
A hollow heart, my solitude
Their blood is on my hands
I'm alone now, am I lost again
They are gone now, I am lost again
Where I'm heading there's no sunshine
just a darker shade of me
Where I'm going there is nothing
But an endless road ahead
I am blinded, can see nothing
but a darker shade of me
I can't think of any reason
That will make this turn around
Nothing but a dream, only images
of a life that has long been lost
Only misery, only solitude
only nightmares when I'm
Falling, falling, falling
I am only
Falling, falling, falling
I am falling
I have lost myself, I am dead inside
I can't think of a single moment
When i saw myself as I want to be
only darkness when I'm
Falling, falling, falling
I am only
Falling, falling, falling
I am falling
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4. |
Forgive, Never Forget
05:05
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This has gone on far too long
Can't seem to realise
No, it will not go away
Will it ever
We will fall
Can't look into your eyes, no
All I see
Are the lies
All is crumbling around me
Can't seem to wake up
From what's dwelling deep within
Clad in sorrows
We will fall
Can't look into your eyes, no
All I see
Are the lies
How can I get past this
How can we see this trough, I wonder
How can I let this go
I can forgive, never forget
Am I in far too deep, feels like I'm drowning now
I get the feeling that I won't make it out
not alive, not as myself
Lost in darkness alone, can't find a single light
The very life that was once my own has died
all is gone, all has been lost
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6. |
Arise
05:41
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Never dreaming, always sleeping
Watch the sun fade, cross the heaven
Clad in shadows, buried in mist
Always wandering, never finding
Cannot seem to find the door,
I can't find my way out
Endless prison, endless chains,
I cannot get out
All my limbs have gotten numb,
I can't seem to wake up
Everything has become worse,
I cannot get out
All I have is my own dreams,
I have nothing else left
All I was is nothing more,
I cannot get out
Lying here awake in my dream, can't see the end of this
Is this all what's left of my life, endless imprisonment
Nothing left to do but to fade into a memory
I can't fight the fear that is just far to great
Drawing the last breath of my life, this is my final words
Leaving all regrets far behind, I only look ahead
Fearing what I'm facing right now, I cannot comprehend
taking my final leap of faith into nothing
Everything that I once where have been left to fade away
Taking the last step to the end, a new horizon waits
Nothing is determined and nothing is forgotten, no
All that was and all that is will be remembered
Run away, fly away, there is nothing left for me
Run away, fly away, I am just a memory
Run away, fly away, find the light and you will see
Run away, fly away, I am just a memory
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7. |
No Escape
03:46
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8. |
Hollow
05:42
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Fear and pain, again it’s what I’m feeling
And it never ends, will it
Destroy me now? Will I embrace the darkness once again?
Will I last?
Once again, no-one will believe me
When I say that this will be
My last breath, I will never see daylight anymore
Goodbye
I can't see why you should walk this road again
Oh, I am hollow inside
(You can't break free)
It seem to be never-ending
(You can never escape, you are bound to it)
Time has come, life is fading away
As I close my eyes, drowning in
Misery, depression has cast a shadow on my life
Forever
My hope is gone, and all the things worth living for are
Dead by now, gone into
Oblivion, I face the horrors of my dreams
Farewell
I can't see why you should walk this road again
Oh, Oh, I am hollow inside
(You can't break free)
It seem to be never-ending
(You can never escape, you are bound to it)
My heart has turned black, my life is revealed
And I can’t fool myself no more
I can see my destiny and it doesn’t look bright
And now I’ll meet my ending
My soul is long gone, my mind paralyzed
And I'm falling into darkness now
I can see my future, and there is no light
And now I'll face my fate
My eyes has turned blank, my body is numb
And I can´t be afraid no more
I can see my closure and it doesn´t look bright
And now I’ll fade away
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10. |
Close The Distance
05:09
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his has been my longest journey
It has been my toughest trial yet
And I don't know if I'll make it
But I won't give up, it won't break me
It has been my breaking point
I have seen the darkest side of me
And i still feel I don't know myself
Never understood what I must know
Finally, I see the light
at the end, this is where I
make my final stand, the final push
this is all that is, and will be
But it isn't over, not by far
this will only make it harder and
I'm not sure that I can take it but
I have no choice but to try
This is my final trial, where I prove myself
will I let myself down?
Taking the final leap, and I just know that I
Haven't come this far so I could give up
didn't do all this so I could fail
This is not the time where I surrender
This is where I close the distance, finally
When I crossed the line, this is all that is remaining
When I crossed the line, this is everything that's left of me
Once I cross the line, things will turn around
Once I cross the line I will face my future
On the other side everything is changed
On the other side a new life awaits
Now I see this has no ending
All my life will be is what it was
an endless struggle, never rest
from the dark that always hunted me
Nothing ever change, always the same
everything remains until I fade
into nothing but a memory
but at least I can remember
This is my final trial, where I prove myself
will I let myself down?
Taking the final leap, and I just know that i
Haven't come this far so I could give up
didn't do all this so I could fail
This is not the time where I surrender
This is where I close the distance, finally
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11. |
Lost
02:57
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Night is falling, darkness coming
will not see another day, the
vanishing light
Running blindly, never stopping
cannot see where this road takes me
I'm forever lost
Facing ahead, never look back
letting every thought slip away
everything is lost
Oh, where will I head from here
I cannot see how this will make things better
What can I do to change things
I fail to see how I can find my way out
Running blindly, never stopping
cannot see where this road takes me
I'm forever lost
Oh, where do we go from here
I cannot see how we can turn this around
What will we do to change this
I fail to see how we can run from this
Facing ahead, never look back
letting every thought slip away
everything is lost
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12. |
Illusions
05:07
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I will tell you a story of absolute truth
I will show you a glimpse of a neverending light
Come and feel the magic of knowing it all
Come and listen to my words and rise up above
Listen to me, hear what i say
I´ll promise you, you will never be afraid
Come follow me, dont turn away
Come follow me away from the lies
Come see the light, come see the truth
And learn that he is watching you
Come, walk with me and take my hand
And i will show the righteous path
I just know that its the only way to go
Heaven shall come
I will show you what it means to be cleansed from all your sins
I am living in a dream, leaving sanity behind
I will show the other side, secrets they wont let you know
Blackened eyes and blackened mind, leaving freedom far behind
I´ll open you eyes and show you that the
love of our God sets you free
I´ll open your mind and tell you that the
words of their God brings you down
I will never lie to you
I will open your heart and your mind, to let him embrace you
You will never leave his side again, he will never let you go
Come with me and run away from them, or they will allways keep control
We will never let you stray away, now that you are one of us
You have got to break out from these chains, shackles of religious lies
Dont you dare to step away from us, or hellfire takes its toll
Find the power, go, just take a leap, freedom calling you once more
Dont you wanna be free from the lies of your kind?
Dont you wanna find peace and salvation inside?
Dont you see that your soul is infected with sins?
Dont you see you´re devouring yourself from within?
We can show you the path to the heavens above
We can sing you the praise of our Gods righteous love
Dont you wanna be free from the lies of your kind?
Dont you wanna find peace and salvation inside?
Dont you see that your soul is infected with sins?
Dont you see you´re devouring yourself from within?
We can show you the path to the heavens above
We can sing you the praise of our Gods righteous love
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13. |
My Last Story
05:07
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Shadows rising before us
Darkness covering mankind
Shattered, nothing is left but
Fragments of our former selves
All things comes to an ending
Nothing will last forever
Our fate was never written
Time to pay the ferryman
Our hope fading away now
Our life burning to ashes
All gone, nothing remaining
Just close your eyes and wait
This will be my last story
Forever lost, nothing remains
The greatest of tragedies written
We tell our goodbyes, what might be our last
And never ask ourselves why
Where will this go, how will it end
Come witness the ending begin
The future was ours, the pages where clean
our story was ours to write
The fault is our own, there's no-one to blame
Together we'll take the fall
Shadows rising before us
Darkness covering mankind
Shattered, nothing is left but
Fragments of our former selves
All things comes to an ending
Nothing will last forever
Our fate was never written
Time to pay the ferryman
Our hope fading away now
Our life burning to ashes
All gone, nothing remaining
Just close your eyes and wait
And here we are, beaten, broken, nothing left
We are but a shell of what we where
Anger, hatred, loathing, nothing else
We are but a shade of what could've been
We are, beaten, broken, nothing left
We are but a shell of what we where
Anger, hatred, loathing, nothing else
We are but a shade of what could've been
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